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Learning Experience: The Bachelor's Abbie Chatfield has announced that she & # 39; a better person & # 39; trying to be - even if she can't really remember what she said in the show

She was one of the most distributive participants in the Bachelor's season this year.

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And Abbie Chatfield has announced that after the show she will be a better person & # 39; even if she cannot remember exactly what she was doing.

In a video shared with the Shameless Facebook page after Thursday's season finale, a & # 39; drunk wine & # 39; Abbie thanked her supporters for following her journey.

Learning Experience: The Bachelor's Abbie Chatfield has announced that she & # 39; a better person & # 39; trying to be - even if she can't really remember what she said in the show

Learning Experience: The Bachelor's Abbie Chatfield has announced that she & # 39; a better person & # 39; trying to be – even if she can't really remember what she said in the show

The controversial reality star said she had paid a lot of attention to fan comments – even the negative ones – and & # 39; took [the criticism] & # 39 ;.

& # 39; I have tried to become a better person here. I'm pretty young, as we've all heard throughout the season, & she added with a smile.

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Abbie described the final, in which she was brutally dumped by Matt Agnew, as & # 39; rough to see & # 39; and admitted that she had cried & # 39; properly & # 39 ;.

She confessed that she also suffered from & # 39; stress acne & # 39; over the past few months while struggling with the aftermath of the show.

Heartache: Abbie described the final, in which she was dramatically dumped by Bachelor Matt Agnew, as & # 39; rough to see & # 39 ;, and admitted that she had cried & # 39; properly & # 39;

Heartache: Abbie described the final, in which she was dramatically dumped by Bachelor Matt Agnew, as & # 39; rough to see & # 39 ;, and admitted that she had cried & # 39; properly & # 39;

Heartache: Abbie described the final, in which she was dramatically dumped by Bachelor Matt Agnew, as & # 39; rough to see & # 39 ;, and admitted that she had cried & # 39; properly & # 39;

In an interview with News.com.au on Friday, Abbie sensationally claimed that she couldn't remember being dumped by Matt because she was & # 39; darkened & # 39 ;.

She claimed to have no memory of storms and to tell producers: & # 39; Get me as far away from him as possible. I want to go home. & # 39;

& # 39; I can't remember saying that, & # 39; she said before acknowledging that she had had a collapse after her return to her hotel.

Listening: In what she described as a & # 39; wine-drunk video & # 39; posted on the shameless Facebook page after Thursday's dramatic final, the 23-year-old admitted that she had been keeping a close eye on fans' comments
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Listening: In what she described as a & # 39; wine-drunk video & # 39; posted on the shameless Facebook page after Thursday's dramatic final, the 23-year-old admitted that she had been keeping a close eye on fans' comments

Listening: In what she described as a & # 39; wine-drunk video & # 39; posted on the shameless Facebook page after Thursday's dramatic final, the 23-year-old admitted that she had been keeping a close eye on fans' comments

She added: & # 39; The producer came in and said, "Darl, that was one of the funniest things, you say that." I said, "What are you saying?"

& # 39; He told me what I said [about getting away from Matt] and I was completely darkened, I can't remember anything about it. & # 39;

Abbie shared a post on Instagram shortly after the broadcast final, reflecting on her breaking.

Forgetful: in an interview with News.com.au on Friday, Abbie claimed that she & # 39; blackout & # 39; was after she was dumped by Matt during the Thursday night final
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Forgetful: in an interview with News.com.au on Friday, Abbie claimed that she & # 39; blackout & # 39; was after she was dumped by Matt during the Thursday night final

Forgetful: in an interview with News.com.au on Friday, Abbie claimed that she & # 39; blackout & # 39; was after she was dumped by Matt during the Thursday night final

She told fans that she was in & # 39; complete and total shock & # 39; was and numbed & # 39; felt, after she was convinced that she would be the winner.

Abbie explained: & # 39; I had felt for weeks that what Matt and I really had was and I trusted him wholeheartedly when he told me how he thought about me …

& # 39; It didn't feel like we were filming a show at all, it felt like we had built this real relationship into a little bubble from The Bachelor and we'd be out of it quickly and live a normal life. & # 39 ;

Memory Loss: She said she couldn't remember being rushed away before telling the producers: & Get me away from him. I want to go home & # 39;
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Memory Loss: She said she couldn't remember being rushed away before telling the producers: & Get me away from him. I want to go home & # 39;

Memory Loss: She said she couldn't remember being rushed away before telling the producers: & Get me away from him. I want to go home & # 39;

Abbie added that she was devastated after discovering that her feelings for Matt were not being answered.

& # 39; I felt stupid to imagine that Matt would love me. It was like emotional whiplash, & she explained.

& # 39; As soon as the & # 39; s camera went out, I sobbed. I screamed. I couldn't breathe. I didn't think this would be how we would end.

Unbelief: She said she was in & # 39; complete and total shock & # 39; was and numbed & # 39; felt, after she was convinced that she would be the winner
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Unbelief: She said she was in & # 39; complete and total shock & # 39; was and numbed & # 39; felt, after she was convinced that she would be the winner

Unbelief: She said she was in & # 39; complete and total shock & # 39; was and numbed & # 39; felt, after she was convinced that she would be the winner

& # 39; I cried for weeks for this relationship that was almost non-existent. I am still not completely healed from my relationship with Matt. & # 39;

Despite her personal fear of death, Abbie insisted that she be happy for Matt and his winning contestant, Chelsie McLeod.

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Loved up: Abbie said she is happy to see Matt so happy with Chelsie McLeod, for whom he declared his love in the final

Loved up: Abbie said she is happy to see Matt so happy with Chelsie McLeod, for whom he declared his love in the final

Loved up: Abbie said she is happy to see Matt so happy with Chelsie McLeod, for whom he declared his love in the final

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