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Jessie J bursts into tears as she plays at an intimate gig in LA hours after the miscarriage

Jessie J burst into tears onstage as she gave an intimate performance in Los Angeles on Wednesday, hours after announcing she had miscarried.

The heartbroken singer, 33, was told by the doctor after her third scan on Tuesday that she could no longer feel a heartbeat.

During her performance at The Hotel Cafe, Jessie said she had “never felt alone” after losing what would have been her first baby.

Devastated: Jessie J burst into tears onstage during an intimate performance in Los Angeles on Wednesday, hours after announcing she had miscarried

Speaking to the audience, Jessie said through tears: ‘I decided to have a baby on my own and miraculously it worked for a while and yesterday was f*****gs**t.’

“This year was without a doubt the hardest year I’ve ever had to go through.

‘Last December I lost my hearing, I was diagnosed with Menières. Then I lost my voice, which was terrible. Then I lost my baby. I know it’s going to be okay because there’s really nothing else to choose in the way I live.

“I’ve never felt so alone as I did last week.”

Grieving: The 33-year-old heartbroken singer was told after her third scan earlier this week that she could no longer feel a heartbeat

Grieving: The 33-year-old heartbroken singer was told after her third scan earlier this week that she could no longer feel a heartbeat

'I'm all over the place': During her performance at The Hotel Cafe, Jessie said she 'never felt alone again' after losing what would have been her first baby

‘I’m all over the place’: During her performance at The Hotel Cafe, Jessie said she ‘never felt alone again’ after losing what would have been her first baby

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Devastating: The singer took to Instagram on Wednesday night to reveal she was told she had tragically lost her unborn baby after going for her third scan

Devastating: The singer took to Instagram on Wednesday night to reveal she was told she had tragically lost her unborn baby after going for her third scan

In 2014, Jessie revealed that she can “never” have children naturally. She said on stage at the time: “Four years ago I was told that I can never have children.

“I’m not telling you out of compassion, because I’m one of the millions of women and men who have been through this and will go through this.”

Jessie took the stage within hours of announcing she’d miscarried and told fans, “I’m all over the place” as she opened the two-hour performance.

Tragic: Speaking to the audience, Jessie said through tears: 'I decided to have a baby myself and miraculously it worked for a while and yesterday was f*****gs**t'

Tragic: Speaking to the audience, Jessie said through tears: ‘I decided to have a baby myself and miraculously it worked for a while and yesterday was f*****gs**t’

Painful: 'I've never felt more alone than I've felt in the past week,' said Jessie

Painful: ‘I’ve never felt more alone than I’ve felt in the past week,’ said Jessie

Struggling: The singer was bundled up in a black coat at the start of the performance when she told the audience she felt insecure about how bloated she was

Struggling: The singer was bundled up in a black coat at the start of the performance when she told the audience she felt insecure about how bloated she was

‘Good evening everyone. I’m going to play some music to make it even more emotional,” she said.

‘Please be with me tonight, read the room. Everyone in this room is human and we are all going through something in life right now.

“Forgive me, I’m all over my life and I’m not going to pretend I’m not like that. Price tag may seem a bit sadder than usual but I’ll do my f******g best.

“I’m in the middle of it right now and that’s why I’m here, because there’s nothing in life that helps me understand myself better than this.

“I had no idea how I would feel that it could be an evening of balance. My heart feels like I’m running, but I’m not.’

Honest: 'Forgive me, I'm everywhere in my life and I'm not going to pretend I'm not like that.  Price tag may seem a bit sadder than usual but I'm doing my f****** g best'

Honest: ‘Forgive me, I’m everywhere in my life and I’m not going to pretend I’m not like that. Price tag may seem a bit sadder than usual but I’m doing my f****** g best’

Hurt:

Hurt: “I’m in the middle of it right now and that’s why I’m here because there is nothing in life that helps me understand myself better than this,” the singer added.

A brave face: Jessie used her sense of humor to guide her through the set

A brave face: Jessie used her sense of humor to guide her through the set

“I’m in quite a bit of pain,” Jessie added, before telling the audience that she felt insecure because she was “swollen” when she took off her plush coat.

Earlier in the day, Jessie told followers she had “decided to have a baby on her own,” after revealing in October that she had broken up with her boyfriend of seven-month-old Max Pham.

The grieving singer said she was “still in shock” but decided to perform in Los Angeles later Wednesday night “because singing will help me.”

Sharing her pain: The singer struggled to sing the songs as she battled through her emotions

Sharing her pain: The singer struggled to sing the songs as she battled through her emotions

Whirlwind of emotions: Grieving singer said she was 'still in shock' but decided to perform in Los Angeles later Wednesday night 'because singing will help me'

Whirlwind of emotions: Grieving singer said she was ‘still in shock’ but decided to perform in Los Angeles later Wednesday night ‘because singing will help me’

Fertility issues: In 2014, Jessie revealed that she can 'never' have children naturally.  She said on stage at the time: 'I was told four years ago that I can never have children'

Fertility issues: In 2014, Jessie revealed that she can ‘never’ have children naturally. She said on stage at the time: ‘I was told four years ago that I can never have children’

Alongside a photo of her taking a pregnancy test, Jessie wrote: “Yesterday morning I laughed with a friend and said ‘how am I going to get through my performance in LA tomorrow night without telling the whole audience I’m pregnant’.

“Yesterday afternoon I dreaded the thought of getting through the gig without collapsing…

“After I went for my 3rd scan and was told there was no heartbeat. This morning. I feel like I’m not in control of my emotions. I may regret posting this. I am not allowed to. I actually do not know.’

Strong: She said, 'I lost my baby.  I know it's going to be okay 'cause there's really nothing else to choose in the way I live'

Strong: She said, ‘I lost my baby. I know it’s going to be okay ’cause there’s really nothing else to choose in the way I live’

Single life: Jessie told followers she had 'decided to have a baby on her own', after revealing in October she split from boyfriend Max Pham after dating for seven months

Single life: Jessie told followers she had ‘decided to have a baby on her own’, after revealing in October she split from boyfriend Max Pham after dating for seven months

She continued: “I decided to have a baby of my own. Because it’s all I ever wanted and life is short. Getting pregnant was a miracle in itself and an experience that I will never forget and that I know I will have again.

“I’m still in shock, the grief is overwhelming. But I know I’m strong, and I know it’s gonna be okay.

“I also know that millions of women around the world have felt this pain and much worse. I feel connected to those of you I know and those of you I don’t know.

“It’s the loneliest feeling in the world. So I’ll see you LA tonight.

“I may joke less, but my heart will be in the room.”

Sweet: Jessie got a hug backstage after her performance

Sweet: Jessie got a hug backstage after her performance

Thumbs up: The singer pulled a brave face while performing for the audience

Thumbs up: The singer pulled a brave face while performing for the audience

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