Laura Anderson broke down in tears as she revealed she is struggling with parenting and “can’t keep up” when she opened up on Instagram on Sunday.
The former Love Island star, 34, who shares six-month-old daughter Bonnie with ex Gary Lucy, shared a statement with her 1.5 million followers admitting she feels like she is “going backwards”.
Laura revealed that she went from “crying to laughing” and can’t seem to find the balance between doing “too much or not enough.”
The statement read: ‘Apologies for the spam from Bonnie. Today has been such a strange day.
“I have gone from crying to laughing. I think we are trying to do too much or not enough.
Laura Anderson broke down in tears as she revealed she’s struggling with parenting and “can’t keep up” while opening up on Instagram on Sunday.
The former Love Island star, 34, shared a statement with her 1.5 million followers admitting she feels like she is “going backwards”.
‘Bonnie has woken up again in the night and hasn’t eaten or taken a bottle before bed. I feel like we are going backwards right now, she is changing so fast but I can’t seem to do my part.
‘Hopefully just a little disconnect. I thought I had been taking every step so far, but hey, it’s not supposed to be easy. I just like to be good at everything, but this isn’t about me and she’s doing absolutely great. Patience is a virtue.’
It comes after Laura confirmed she is “happily single” after fans were left guessing about the status of her relationship with Gary.
The couple were believed to be back together after they shared a post kissing on New Year’s Eve.
However, Laura revealed that was no longer the case when she stripped down to a sexy lace lingerie set for a series of racy photos five months after welcoming her first child.
Laura revealed it’s the “first time” she’s worn “sexy underwear” since welcoming daughter Bonnie Rose, who she shares with her ex Gary.
She wrote: ‘First time in sexy underwear since I took B out of my V.
‘*Disclaimer (before any hate) I wasn’t sure if I felt comfortable sharing these images here as it is sometimes stressful to post these types of photos, especially after giving birth.
Laura shares six-month-old daughter Bonnie with ex Gary Lucy
Laura revealed in the statement that she has gone from “crying to laughing” and can’t seem to find the balance between doing “too much or not enough.”
‘What is the right postpartum body? YOURS. Anyway, I admit that usually when I see others sharing provocative photos I think oh… that girl must be ‘thirsty’ but it’s not okay to judge and it’s positive to feel sexy as a woman, especially on a day when we celebrate all kinds of things. love.
‘I would just like to also say (before any reprint of these images) that I am very happy, happily single and completely hydrated. So a big Happy Galentines Day to all the women in my life.”
The snaps come after Laura’s on-off ex Gary fueled rumors they had split after he was spotted flirting with a mystery woman at a party last month.
The Hollyoaks actor, who shares daughter Bonnie with Love Island star Laura, enjoyed the VIP launch of Gilgamesh in London’s St Martin’s Lane.
Making the most of the party atmosphere at the restaurant, Gary, 42, was seen getting close to a mysterious beauty.
‘Gary looked very comfortable with a girl at the table and was whispering something in her ear. “He was clearly here for a fun night out and didn’t care who was watching,” a source told MailOnline.
Meanwhile, Laura was busy posting videos and photos of her day with her baby.
Laura and Gary confirmed their romance was back on when they shared a New Year’s Eve kiss together after months of speculation.
Gary took to his Instagram Stories on December 31 to post a video with Laura and their baby while passionately kissing his partner on the lips.
Smiling in the clip while Jack Johnson’s Better Together played in the background, the actor kissed Laura on the cheek, before she returned the gesture while smiling from ear to ear.
Laura and Gary have had a tumultuous relationship after meeting on the E4 reality show Celebs Go Dating in 2022
Laura and Gary confirmed their romance was back on when they shared a New Year’s Eve kiss together, but it didn’t last the test of time.
Gary, who has four children with ex-wife Natasha Gray, then planted a kiss on Bonnie’s head, along with the caption ‘Happy 2024 mofos’.
They then enjoyed an ice skating date in Canary Wharf, London, as they celebrated the New Year.
The on-again, off-again couple has had a tumultuous relationship forAfter meeting on the E4 reality show Celebs Go Dating in 2022.
The couple announced that they were going to have a baby in February 2023, but split shortly after.
Since Bonnie’s birth in September, speculation about the status of the couple’s relationship has been mounting, with the pair hinting that they were secretly back together in numerous snaps.
After Laura gave birth, she shared the news with a sweet video of her little family getting up close and personal.
In the caption, she wrote: “Hello everyone, my name is Bonnie Rose Lucy Anderson. I was born on 09/23/02 at 06:03 am and weighed 6.10 pounds.
‘My mom and dad are very happy and in love with me, this is our first week together.
“I’m sorry it took me a while to show up, I hurt my mom a little and scared my dad too (oops). Now we’re all recovering well at home.”
Laura added: “Please don’t question my mom and dad about their relationship. This… is about me.”