A diagnosed narcissistic sociopath has revealed the twisted inner monologue that tells her to harm other people because they deserve to be “used and exploited”.
The woman, who calls herself Delta, shared a video explaining what goes through her mind when she feels emotionally triggered by the feeling of helplessness, which she called “the number one thing that hurts.”
Delta explained that her triggers can include being dominated by another person, others acting aggressively toward her, or betrayal.
“Society is what made me this way in the first place, my environment is what made me this way, and I have the right to take it out on anyone I see fit,” he said, speaking as his inner monologue.
‘Why the hell should I respect other people?’ They don’t deserve my respect. In fact, they deserve to be bulldozed by me. “They deserve to be used and exploited because they are worthless.”
A narcissistic sociopath is someone who is remorseless, manipulative, and has a sense of entitlement.
She claims to have been professionally diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) and antisocial personality disorder (ASPD).
The woman, who calls herself Delta, shared a video explaining what goes through her mind when she feels emotionally triggered by the feeling of helplessness.
‘Why the fuck am I diagnosed with NPD and ASPD and expected to change when the majority of society is inherently selfish, vile, disgusting and worthless?’ Delta said in voice-over.
“Everyone cares about themselves, no one really cares about anyone else.”
Traumatic life experiences, especially during childhood, are thought to play a role in the development of both NPD and ASPD.
In a separate video, Delta explained that she suffers from the trauma of adulthood, including poverty, institutionalization, and severe anxiety, and that these experiences worsened the condition she says she suffered from since childhood.
She also previously said that her past experiences may have contributed to her diagnosis, stating that she was a victim of sex trafficking for years when she was 10 years old and was allegedly raped frequently.
The interior monologue begins with Delta expressing his disdain for society, the intentions of others, and the lack of justice he has experienced in his life.
“My entire life has been chronic mistreatment, abuse, abandonment and injustice,” Delta shared in a tiktok video.
“I have never gotten justice for anything I went through and I still don’t get justice for anything I’m going through.”
The interior monologue begins with Delta expressing his disdain for society, the intentions of others, and the lack of justice he has experienced in his life.
Because they lack empathy, narcissistic sociopaths commonly say things that hurt others, see people’s feelings as a sign of weakness, and do not return the kindness other people show them, according to Mind very good.
The main objective of a narcissistic sociopath is to obtain control over others that allows him to fulfill his fantasies of superiority and power, according to Simply Psychology.
Her inner monologue continued: “I have the right to be sadistic after everything I’ve been through, and I don’t give a damn what other people have to say about it.”
“I’ve been through so much in my life and I deserve to do whatever it takes to feel better.”
“I’ve suffered more than enough and I don’t deserve it, and I want to make other people suffer.”
In a previous video, Delta explained that hurting others or inciting conflict is a positive experience for her.
“For most people, emotions like hate and anger seem to be something that causes them distress, that doesn’t make them feel good; those emotions make me feel good,” he said.
‘I like to feel them and I look for them.’
In the description of her inner monologue video, Delta explained that this example of her stream of consciousness is “highly toxic and symptomatic.”
This is not an example of how your inner monologue sounds all the time.
“It’s definitely a situational issue,” he said in the video.
Delta uses TikTok to share her experience as a diagnosed narcissistic sociopath and help people protect themselves from the manipulative or abusive tactics used by those suffering from the disorder.
