Home Entertainment ‘I’d get in catfights with women I had just met and was in constant fear of being caught drunk on camera’: Millie Mackintosh opens up on life before sobriety on The Life of Bryony podcast

‘I’d get in catfights with women I had just met and was in constant fear of being caught drunk on camera’: Millie Mackintosh opens up on life before sobriety on The Life of Bryony podcast

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Millie Mackintosh, 35, has revealed she often got into fights with women she had just met before getting sober.

Millie Mackintosh has revealed she often got into fights with women she had just met before getting sober.

The former Made In Chelsea star, 35, decided to get sober two and a half years ago after realizing she had become an “angry” and “nasty” drunk, and hasn’t looked back since. .

Speaking on the Mail’s Life of Bryony podcast with Bryony Gordon, which launched on Monday, Millie said she also lived in constant fear of being caught drunk on camera in the public eye.

She said: “I just remember one night you were going to a mother’s house, there were maybe like eight there, and it was an episode of Desperate Housewives of Chiswick where I suddenly find myself in a catfight.” with a woman he had just met.

“And then trying to get home and not being able to get the keys in the lock, waking up Hugo (Taylor), the baby and you is a complete disaster.”

Millie also described the downward spiral effect alcohol had on her relationship with her husband Hugo Taylor.

Millie Mackintosh, 35, has revealed she often got into fights with women she had just met before getting sober.

The mother-of-two, who married Hugo in 2018, said: “For me, I actually started to get quite upset and upset.”

“But it wasn’t like if I was on a night out and was in an immense rage at a stranger, it would be at the end of the night and directed at him.”

Millie said she would also be in constant fear of being caught drunk on camera after rising to fame in Made On Chelsea in 2011.

She said: ‘The fear of being exposed was constant. I was afraid someone would catch me on camera at my worst.

“I lived in constant fear that my pap smear photos would be wasted, (I was) always waiting for a call from my agent to say, ‘Millie, what the fuck is this?'”

‘You know, with camera phones, it happened to me a couple of times. So every time I went out and drank in public, the next morning I was terrified that someone had posted evidence of it somewhere.

She added: “For me, it feels impossible to do all these things and go to these events and parties and do it without alcohol, but it’s very scary, but on the other side of that fear is the most beautiful life and don’t wait.” to do it.

“Putting yourself first is the best self-love choice.”

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