Pregnant Ferne McCann has revealed that she and her fiancee Lorri Haines suffered a heartbreaking miscarriage last year.
The 32-year-old reality star made the emotional revelation on the latest episode of her ITVbe show Ferne McCann: First Time Mum.
Former TOWIE star Ferne, who announced her biggest pregnancy earlier this month, recalled the devastating moment during a couples therapy session.
She said: ‘Very early (in the pregnancy) I, I ummm, we had, we had a miscarriage too.
Going on to tell the cameras: ‘I was five weeks old and I started bleeding. I was devastated.’
Heartbreak: Ferne McCann, 32, has revealed that she and her fiancee Lorri Haines suffered a heartbreaking miscarriage last year
Revelation: The reality star made the emotional revelation on the latest episode of her ITVbe show Ferne McCann: First Time Mum
Candid: She said: ‘Very early (in the pregnancy) I, I ummm, we had, we had a miscarriage too’
Ferne, who is already the mother of a five-year-old daughter on Sunday with her ex-convict partner Arthur Collins, said after searching the internet she realized she was, in fact, suffering a miscarriage.
‘I was very, very upset. I think Lorri found it very difficult to understand.
Later in the episode, the couple talked about having another baby, two months after their sad loss.
Ferne said: ‘I wasn’t surprised because we had our miscarriage.
“Being pregnant again now and experiencing a miscarriage two months ago, I know the pregnancy was not right in my soul.
‘I know this is a healthy pregnancy.’
After months of speculation, Ferne and her fiancé of six months have finally confirmed that the pregnancy rumors were true.
the duo said OK! Magazine have chosen not to find out the sex of the baby and that they “do not believe” in the due dates, but that she will give birth in the summer.
Heartbreak: Going on to tell the cameras, ‘I was five weeks old and I started bleeding. I was devastated.
Discussions: Later in the episode, the couple talked about having another baby, two months after their sad loss.
Family future: She said: “Being pregnant again now and experiencing a miscarriage two months ago, I know the pregnancy was not right in my soul.”
She said: “I would love a girl, just because I have my girl’s name and I feel like a girl mom because I have Sunday.” I can only see myself with girls.
It comes after the star broke down in tears as she mourned her friendship with Billie Faiers following her leaked voice memo scandal.
Ferne couldn’t contain her emotions as she discussed her consequences with her best friend, 33, whom she had known since her school years.
At the premiere of ITVBe’s First Time Mum series, Ferne confessed that she recorded the ‘hurtful’ messages because she was envious of Billie’s 32-year-old sister Sam at the time.
Glowing: After months of speculation, Ferne and her fiancé of six months have finally confirmed the pregnancy rumors were true (pictured earlier this month)
Daughter: Ferne is already a mother to daughter Sunday, whom she shares with her ex Arthur Collins, who is currently serving a 20-year prison sentence after being found guilty of carrying out a brutal acid attack in 2017.
She also claimed to know who was behind the leak, which saw an anonymous Instagram account, called Lady Whistledown after the Bridgerton gossip, posted a series of voicemails from a woman claiming she was Ferne last year. .
One heard a woman’s voice label one of Arthur Collins’ acid attacker’s victims a ‘silly girl’, while another saw Ferne accused of embarrassing Sam Faiers.
She said during the episode, “I’m so embarrassed and embarrassed and I know words are very hurtful.” It was from a time when she was really hurt and in a very vulnerable and bad place,’ she explained as she reflected as she sat in her car.
They were from about five years ago, when Sam and I had a fight. It’s very difficult for me to talk about this because I don’t want to bring up the past. Would you say those things now? Absolutely not, but those for which I absolutely apologized.
“But now, because of this hate campaign and this person who has held you for five years, to arm you against me, I have lost my… I have lost some of my best friends.
Ex-Dude: Comes after Ferne (right) broke down in tears while mourning her friendship with Billie Faiers (left) following their leaked voice memo scandal (pictured together in 2019)
I have lost my entire relationship with Billie and that hurts a lot.
“She’s been my best friend for so many years, and that plays into me not feeling complete, I feel really lost. Friendships are so important. And you say things where if you’re angry, or if you’re hurt, you say things.’
In a confessional, he told viewers that he knows exactly who leaked the voice notes, but claimed they had been edited “to remove their context.”
She said: “When I heard the voice memos I immediately remembered who I had sent them to, but I think they have since been edited to remove their context.”
‘Because? Because I believe that someone is trying to destroy me and inflict as much damage as possible on my life. There is only one person that I know of who would want to inflict this amount of pain and damage on my life. They destroyed me.
If you have been affected by this story, you can seek advice at www.miscarroassociation.org.uk or by calling 01924 200 799.