Amber Turner admits she’s ‘torn’ about rekindling her romance with ex Dan Edgar in the upcoming series finale of The Only Way Is Essex.
The couple was one of the strongest on the reality series, but broke up due to rumors that Amber was cheating a few months ago.
Amber has previously admitted that she wishes she could turn back the clock and even told Dan’s mother that she would “marry him tomorrow.”
And in scenes set to air on Sunday, Amber admits: ‘I feel really torn about what to do.’
“It’s like I’m protecting myself because I don’t want to fully allow myself to get hurt and think I want to get back with him when he basically tells me to do one and I’m heartbroken again.”
EXCLUSIVE Amber Turner admits she’s ‘torn’ about rekindling her romance with ex Dan Edgar in the upcoming series finale of The Only Way Is Essex
Drama: The couple was one of the strongest on the reality series, but broke up after rumors of Amber cheating a few months ago (Amber pictured with Dan in November 2022)
“I don’t know where Dan’s head is. I honestly feel so confused.”
When asked by Chloe Meadows if she regrets breaking up with Dan, Amber replies: ‘I don’t know,’ admit ‘I’m afraid to think about that now.’
It’s been a rollercoaster ride for the couple who seemed to be settling down after moving in together and buying their dog Oliver.
Both Amber and Dan have been confronted with the brunThere are no cheating rumors, but Amber herself has never admitted to any wrongdoing.
When meeting Dan’s mother, Wendy, Wendy tells Amber during the episode that they both have thad done things to him to end the relationship.
Amber describes their conversation: ‘It was interesting. It was nice to see Wendy.
“It was a weird conversation…she said, ‘I stood by you when Dan did something wrong in the past. It upset me that you felt like you couldn’t talk to me.”
She continues: ‘We were both emotional. The whole thing upsets me. It has given me a lot to think about. I’m still not sure where our future lies.
Torn: ‘I Don’t Want To Completely Allow Myself To Get Hurt And Think I Want To Get Back With Him When He Basically Tells Me To Do One And I’m Heartbroken Again’ (pictured in a previous episode)
Is it gone forever? ‘We are both to blame on different counts. We’re going our separate ways,” Dan says in the upcoming episode (pictured in the previous episode)
Happier times: It comes after Amber told Dan’s mum Wendy: ‘If he got down on one knee tomorrow I’d say yes because I love him more than anything’ (pictured together in 2022)
“I decorated the front room after Wendy came over to eradicate any bad feelings….”
Meanwhile, elsewhere in the episode, Dan talks about his unbreakable bond with Amber, having a heart-to-heart with his ex-girlfriend.
‘We have been in situations together that do not help either of us. We have bonds we can’t ignore, things that keep in touch there.
‘It’s clear we care about each other, but so much has happened and we need to remember why we broke up.
He continued, “I’ve been more open with you than anyone else in my life. We are naturally attracted to each other because there is a lot of love, but we can’t get carried away with how fun it can be.
“I care if you’re upset, but I can’t ignore everything that happened. I really didn’t want it to go this way. I want you to be well.”
He then confessed, “I wish you felt this way four months ago
‘There is still a lot of love. There are things I don’t show people, but the relationship is over.
‘We are both to blame on different counts. We go our own way.’
In the penultimate episode, viewers saw Amber admit that she “put herself in situations she shouldn’t have,” ending her romance with Dan and wishing she could turn back the clock.
“If he got down on one knee tomorrow I would say yes because I love him more than anything,” she told his mother Wendy.
The TOWIE series finale airs on ITVBE on Sunday at 9pm. Watch the entire series on ITVX.