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& # 39; I used medication to get me out of bed and dry my tears & # 39 ;: Emily Atack broke her silence about her separation from Rob Jowers and her struggle with depression

& # 39; I used medication to get me out of bed and dry my tears & # 39 ;: Emily Atack breaks her silence as she divorces Rob Jowers and fights depression while revealing that she hoped he'd get her & # 39 ; happy ending & # 39; used to be

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She separated from her film producer friend Rob Jowers in September after six months of dating.

And Emily Atack, 29, broke her silence about the split in an interview with OK! magazine as she said she had hoped he & # 39; happy end & # 39; used to be.

She said: & # 39; It has been a very, very difficult time and it is still very raw. Fortunately I have so many things happening in my life that distract me from the fact that I am incredibly sad.

& # 39; I used medication to get me out of bed and dry my tears & # 39 ;: Emily Atack broke her silence about her separation from Rob Jowers and her struggle with depression

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& # 39; I used medication to get me out of bed and dry my tears & # 39 ;: Emily Atack broke her silence about her separation from Rob Jowers and her struggle with depression

& # 39; But I know the exercise and I've passed boys before. Heartbreak becomes harder to cope with as you get older while you put your hope in things. I wanted so badly that this would be my happy ending. & # 39;

Emily releases a new book called Are We There Yet? in which she talks about her life so far.

And she is searingly honest about her battles with depression and admits that she uses alcohol and antidepressants during her darkest moments – she is now medication free.

She said: & # 39; I know the exercise and I've passed boys before. Heartbreak becomes harder to cope with as you get older while you put your hope in things. I wanted so badly that this would be my happy ending & # 39;

She said: & # 39; I know the exercise and I've passed boys before. Heartbreak becomes harder to cope with as you get older while you put your hope in things. I wanted so badly that this would be my happy ending & # 39;

She said: & # 39; I know the exercise and I've passed boys before. Heartbreak becomes harder to cope with as you get older while you put your hope in things. I wanted so badly that this would be my happy ending & # 39;

She said: & # 39; I used medication to help me & # 39; to get out of bed in the morning during an incredibly difficult time and to dry up my tears, but I am no longer in that place. & # 39;

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Emily admitted that she used medication for three years on the advice of her doctor instead of her therapist.

She said she is now & # 39; stronger & # 39; feels and is ready for what occupies her life, but notes that often the people who seem to be the most effervescent fight the biggest internal struggles.

In the book, Emily discusses her own thoughts about the # MeToo movement and recognizes that she has certain behaviors such as & # 39; joke & # 39; has rejected while she is actually & # 39; bl **** inappropriate & # 39; to be.

Everywhere: the couple split last month after a six-month romance after a night at the BRIT & # 39; s

Everywhere: the couple split last month after a six-month romance after a night at the BRIT & # 39; s

Everywhere: the couple split last month after a six-month romance after a night at the BRIT & # 39; s

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She also admitted blaming herself in the past for inviting & # 39; that behavior & # 39; because she is blond and busty and plays sexy characters.

But she now realizes she & # 39; has finally found her voice & # 39 ;.

Last month, before Emily said goodbye to Rob, she announced her body clock flirts with the idea of ​​marriage and baby & # 39; s, but noted that it & # 39; early days & # 39; was with Rob.

During an interview about Loose Women, the I & # 39; m A Celebrity star spoke frankly about her plans for the future.

Emily said: & # 39; Wedding and baby & # 39; s is definitely what I want to do, not for everyone, for Rob and I, it is still early days.

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& # 39; My body clock is still flirting with the idea and I see Holly Willoughby and want that, but now it's work and I like to be free. & # 39;

She also remembered her first meeting with Rob at Jack Whitehall's BRIT & # 39; s after-party earlier this year.

& # 39; I can't remember having met him because I was so drunk. I went to him and said, "Who are you?" and he said, "Who are you?" He brought me a drink and we have been together ever since! & # 39 ;, she laughed.

Emily & # 39; s book, Are We There Yet? & # 39; has been published by Seven Dials and is scheduled for release on October 31.

In her mind: last month, before Emily said goodbye to Rob, she confessed that her body clock & # 39; flirted with the idea & # 39; of marriage and baby & # 39; s, but noted that it & # 39; early days & # 39; was with Rob

In her mind: last month, before Emily said goodbye to Rob, she confessed that her body clock & # 39; flirted with the idea & # 39; of marriage and baby & # 39; s, but noted that it & # 39; early days & # 39; was with Rob

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In her mind: last month, before Emily said goodbye to Rob, she confessed that her body clock & # 39; flirted with the idea & # 39; of marriage and baby & # 39; s, but noted that it & # 39; early days & # 39; was with Rob

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