A young man who previously identified as a trans woman after being castrated by doctors has warned others not to follow in his footsteps.
The young man, known only as Kobe, has revealed how he bitterly regrets his decision to transition and was told by older trans people to “play the suicide card” for treatment.
He started taking puberty blockers at 13, had his testicles removed at 19, and now suffers from severe pain in his spine that he fears may be osteoporosis, and puberty blockers are linked to bone lesions.
speaking to foxnewshas detailed how, despite his thoughts of being trans, he now realizes that he was a ‘sissy’ gay boy who enjoyed playing with Barbies, but was uncomfortable with his sexuality.
Kobe also told the outlet that if he hadn’t been “indoctrinated” into gender ideology, he probably would have stayed as such.
He said: ‘I was always a girly boy, I was very girly growing up. I liked the Barbie one, I liked the pink.
At eleven years old, Kobe, pictured here right on the Benjamin Boyce podcast, said he told his parents he was transgender, which was quickly rebuffed.
The youngster, known only as Kobe, is pictured here on the left after he decided to stop transitioning and on the right after making the decision, which he now regrets.
Due to the hormones he had to take, Kobe now suffers from severe back pain and has developed an eating disorder.
Kobe continued: “If I had never been indoctrinated, I think I would have stayed a girly boy.” I saw it as a way out of my homosexuality.
At eleven years old, he said that he told his parents that he was transgender, which was quickly rejected.
It wasn’t until a few years later, at the age of 13, that Kobe came out again as transgender, saying he used “suicide tactics” to transition.
He said: ‘I started using suicide, transition or death tactics. It’s such an unhealthy mentality.
“Older trans people teach us to say those things to get medical attention and everything.”
From there, he was prescribed puberty blockers and then estrogens at the age of 16 before undergoing castration surgery at 19.
Despite all this, Kobe said it didn’t help his mental health at all and wasted time.
Kobe continued: “I was like, ‘Oh wow, this is great. I’m locked into my transition, but then everything started to fall apart and I couldn’t ignore the complications.
“I couldn’t ignore that I mutilated myself quite a bit with the permission of a psychiatrist. She’s crazy now, looking back. It’s just self harm, you know.
He now suffers from permanent growth retardation due to puberty blockers and also suffers from chronic spinal pain and needs to be checked for osteoporosis.
In addition to Fox News, Kobe had also appeared on the podcast of benjamin boyce to discuss your decision.
Kobe, pictured here, said he was an effeminate boy and was later ‘indoctrinated’ by gender ideology.
Kobe also developed an eating disorder from taking hormone medications that caused problems with his metabolism.
Despite having been off hormonal drugs for months, Fox reported that even during his interview, Kobe had to stop several times after they affected his cognition.
In an approval letter that gave him the go-ahead for hormone replacement therapy, Kobe was described as happy and mentally stable.
Despite this, he told the outlet: ‘None of that was true. He was not mentally stable. I hated myself. I wanted to die, and I was constantly trying to become something I wasn’t.’
His surgery was then canceled and he instead opted to have his testicles removed as a “hospice” believing testosterone was “poison”.
Kobe was accepted by the family and ‘passed’ as a child but, after all the interventions, she was still unhappy.
Despite taking transition hormones and being accepted by his family, he was still unhappy.
With no gonads, Kobe will have to take artificial testosterone for the rest of his life, which he recently started taking.
Taking testosterone, he said: ‘I feel alive again. I’m sure. I just feel great. And it just goes to show that cross-sex hormones are bad.
As for his future plans, he said, “It’s just reconnecting with things I used to enjoy before I got sucked into all this.”
‘Because the time I lived as trans, I had no hobbies or interests, I really had nothing. She was just becoming this caricature of a woman and everything that’s based on it.
‘I’m trying to get my manhood back now and everything. It’s hard. I have breasts, I have a woman’s hip development because I started estrogen young.
‘I have no gonads. You know, it’s hard. My skull was never really masculinized.
Asked what he wants people to know about him, Kobe said: “I look very strong from what I went through.” I’m a pretty compassionate person.
“I care about children suffering from gender dysphoria and all that. And I think they deserve help. But I don’t think that helps.
