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Abbie Chatfield breaks down as she admits she is suicidal and reveals she was in a domestic violence relationship as she addresses incident at the Australian Open

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Abbie Chatfield broke down in tears as she emotionally detailed her struggle with suicidal thoughts and her past domestic violence relationship.

Abbie Chatfield broke down in tears as she emotionally detailed her struggle with suicidal thoughts and her past domestic violence relationship.

The Bachelor star, 29, spoke candidly about his struggles with his mental health during a wide-ranging discussion on his podcast, It’s A Lot.

She addressed a controversy at the Australian Open, where a man approached her while she was working to film her, leading Abbie to accuse him of “harassment.”

After the clip was shared online, Abbie tearfully addressed the incident and confronted AFL player Jed Lamb, who had commented on the video that she “stinked”.

Digging deeper into the reaction on her podcast, Abbie was overcome with emotion as she detailed her struggle with suicidal thoughts due to online trolls.

Abbie broke down in tears as she revealed she had been talking to her therapist about trolling the day before he uploaded footage of her at the Australian Open.

Abbie Chatfield broke down in tears as she emotionally detailed her struggle with suicidal thoughts and her past domestic violence relationship.

“The day before I uploaded that, I was with my therapist talking about my suicidal thoughts that have to do with all this trolling, with feeling like I’m always being watched, with feeling like no matter what I do, I’m going to get trolled.” , he shared.

“Even when I don’t say or do anything ‘controversial,’ I still get attacked and abused and trolled, and I’m just fucking worried about it. I’m really exhausted.”

Abbie went on to admit that she has been overwhelmed by suicidal thoughts and anxiety due to the cruel online trolls who continually attack her.

“Right now my suicidal thoughts are rampant, it’s like my resting thought is ‘fuck, I’d love to take a pill and go to sleep and not wake up, that would be really nice,'” he continued.

“When I’m anxious, I think about ending my own life because of this trolling and because of all the things I’ve listed, it’s been a slow process and I’m just at a point where I think, ‘I can’t do this anymore,’ I can’t deal with this anymore, I’m very tired.”

The podcaster also detailed how she was left traumatized and suffering from PTSD due to a past domestic violence relationship.

She explained how people expect her to be happy because she found love with musician Adam Hyde, however, Abbie clarified that she is still affected by her past.

“I think there’s this idea that now that with Adam and in a happy, safe relationship, everything is okay and all my PTSD is reversed and everything is happy, happy and I can move on from that abusive relationship,” she shared. .

The Bachelor star, 29, spoke candidly about her struggles with her mental health during a wide-ranging discussion on her podcast after a man 'harassed' her at the Australian Open.

The Bachelor star, 29, spoke candidly about her struggles with her mental health during a wide-ranging discussion on her podcast after a man ‘harassed’ her at the Australian Open.

“It’s getting better, but it’s not just ‘now you have a happy boyfriend, so everything’s fine.'”

“Any problem Adam and I have ends up tainted. I’m not overreacting or crazy, it’s my anxieties. I get really scared about certain things and I apologize too much.”

Abbie said she tried EMDR therapy, which helps people process traumatic memories and is used to treat post-traumatic stress disorder, but it opened her mind to more “flashbacks” and made things worse for her.

Abbie shared a segment of the emotional podcast episode on Instagram and talked more about how online trolls have fueled her anxiety in a caption.

‘This was a very difficult episode to record. “I’ve been hiding the severity of my struggle for the past year, but lately things have come to a head, fueled by trolling,” she wrote.

Referring to the Australian Open incident, he continued: “The day before that pig uploaded that video, I was in therapy trying to get over the bullying and my thoughts of not living.

‘I have come to the conclusion that I will never be able to go a day without reading something negative about myself, which is heartbreaking.

‘I feel trapped in this, but I don’t want to stop talking about politics and I don’t want to hide for the sake of ignorant and insecure losers.

It comes after Abbie attacked AFL player Jed Lamb (pictured) after he commented on a video of her at the Australian Open writing that she

It comes after Abbie attacked AFL player Jed Lamb (pictured) after he commented on a video of her at the Australian Open writing that she “stinked”.

‘Listen to the full episode to learn more about how I got here. I hope some of you can at least feel comfortable relating to how I feel. If you have difficulties, please contact Lifeline on 13 11 14.’

Her heartbreaking admission on the podcast comes after Abbie was approached and filmed by a man at the Australian Open in what she described as “harassment.”

Abbie was working outside the Canadian Club tent when a man approached her and filmed her doing high kicks, before asking her who she was.

“I’m the Australian Open high kick champion,” she replied, to which he replied, “You wish you were the high kick champion.”

The footage was then shared online, with Abbie tearfully explaining that the man had been filming her to try to gain “internet clout” because he “hated” her.

“I was just goofing around and doing high kicks in front of the camera with the crew because it was raining and it was a hard day at work,” he began.

“We were all laughing and this man came up to us and said something to me… Turns out he was trying to film me to get influence on the internet because he hates me so much.

“I’m sorry you’re jealous because I got paid to go to the Australian Open and you had to pay to get in, but I was just a woman and men are so emboldened now,” she continued crying.

Abbie shared her private message exchange on her Instagram Stories as she detailed the extent of the trolling she receives.

Abbie shared her private message exchange on her Instagram Stories as she detailed the extent of the trolling she receives.

“All I do is talk politics, women’s rights, and advocate for victims of domestic violence to suffer more abuse from men,” Abbie continued before crying hysterically.

‘I’m so exhausted from being at work and having this happen to me from an ugly loser. The comments are horrible, but at least I live in my brain and have a beautiful life.”

Abbie also slammed AFL player Jed Lamb for making a mean comment about her when the footage was shared online.

‘I love this. “She sucks,” Jed had commented on the publication.

Abbie took a screenshot of his comment and shared it with her fans along with a private message he sent her in 2021 asking if she would attend his girlfriend’s birthday celebrations.

‘When did you get on the right track because your 2021 message shows that your girlfriend loves me?’ she wrote.

‘Men are becoming radicalized. Look how he spoke to me just 3 years ago.’

Abbie then contacted Jed privately and asked, “Why don’t I like me?” before sharing the conversation with your followers.

It was a bit ironic. Lesson learned. Apologies,” Jed responded.

Abbie shared her response and captioned the conversation: “Weak kids!!!”

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